you’ll never see this.
and this one i never come on.
but, i’m sorry for the shit i did.
and am doing.
regardless,
i miss you.
a lot.
i’m sorry.
randy pausch;
i didn’t know the guy. and until today, i’d never heard of him. i watched his last interview with i think it was 60 minutes,that’s actually pretty irrelevant, and all that comes to me is wow. i mean, here is a guy who’s diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, all his life he’s lived like a tigger, and he continued to do so. even though its difficult to accept, as he said its the most fatal of cancers. i applaud his wife for dealing with it so..idknow the word. the fact that she could accept it for her children was mindblowing and showed a great amount of strength. i know for one i couldn’t do it,i’d try my hardest,but the very thought of living without duncan is heart wrenching. as i listened to the documentary randy talked about his kids and how he isnt sad because he won’t get to experience being a dad,more so than he is about them needing him and being absent not delivering. i can say,alot of things got me to think as i watched his final interview, he is the kind of person you look at and say “if i can achieve that kind of happiness,the rest doesn’t matter i’ve got all i need”
i think i want to start living my life like that,not as if its my last.because if i really wanted to do something i wouldve found a way to have done it already.instead of spending so much time on the crap in my situation,i rather not pay it any mind.forget it. im a tigger.
i wanna piggy back ride !
shaun,get your butt over here
XD
josher; il deal with personal statements later.
josher; as well as like parental information.
me; parentals
josher; ?
me; lovely fucking word
josher; are you correcting me by making it pural?
me; hahah no !
josher; oh ohkay. you know you do that sometimes :P
me; hah yes, i admit i do like to correct
our extreme loneliness;
caused us to do many weird things.we used to go into chatrooms,because inside ourselves we felt so lonely,just looking for someone to talk to.with an outrageous void needing fufillment we’d have high hopes for someone new to build them.knowing not what’s to come,but what we expect out of it.our loneliness had excelled to new heights - we depended on strangers for our ‘sanity’.
BMI;
17.2?
ohkay…
anyone wanna tell me if that’s bad or not?!
no school tomorrow?
let’s do it.
inshort;
i hate the police,
they do an extreme amount of uncalled for shit, with their nonexistent power.
THEN
when you have a fucking question
they act like you aren’t even there.
ignoring you
FUCKING PIG
answer me
do your ACTUAL JOB
dont fucking threaten to arrest me
JUST ANSWER ME
prick;
“undertheweather”
il be much better
by tomorrow
let’s hope.
that little kid shouldn’t be on a leash ! he should be in my arms :D
