i can’t ignore;
because its surreal.
i won’t ignore;
because its still there.
there is no courage within me;
to turn a blind eye.
ignoring it blissfully;
yet and still il try.
though im a gun,
with a bullet to spare.
in a game of russian roulet.
il try.
it’s harder than you think.
these problems aren’t excuses;
understand they’re close to me.
it seems as though i’ve it all underway.
but step into my mind someday.
be suprised as to what you find,
not a prize
but a bind;
of habored feelings that i’ve held inside.
because growth is key toward overcoming.
ha,yet right now growth means nothing.
all those sentiments rushed back at once,
of course to you,its no big deal.
but i can’t ignore.
because its surreal.
I WON’T IGNORE.
because its still there.
