randy pausch;
i didn’t know the guy. and until today, i’d never heard of him. i watched his last interview with i think it was 60 minutes,that’s actually pretty irrelevant, and all that comes to me is wow. i mean, here is a guy who’s diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, all his life he’s lived like a tigger, and he continued to do so. even though its difficult to accept, as he said its the most fatal of cancers. i applaud his wife for dealing with it so..idknow the word. the fact that she could accept it for her children was mindblowing and showed a great amount of strength. i know for one i couldn’t do it,i’d try my hardest,but the very thought of living without duncan is heart wrenching. as i listened to the documentary randy talked about his kids and how he isnt sad because he won’t get to experience being a dad,more so than he is about them needing him and being absent not delivering. i can say,alot of things got me to think as i watched his final interview, he is the kind of person you look at and say “if i can achieve that kind of happiness,the rest doesn’t matter i’ve got all i need”
i think i want to start living my life like that,not as if its my last.because if i really wanted to do something i wouldve found a way to have done it already.instead of spending so much time on the crap in my situation,i rather not pay it any mind.forget it. im a tigger.
